I know, I posted already today, but I've missed a few days & I was sitting here thinking about some things so I decided to post again. :)
I did a double today! Workout...no...nap. :/ I have to really start looking into why I let myself have these crazy lazy days so often! I know the goals I have & I know what I have to do to reach them. But yet I find it too easy to give in & go back to my old ways. I have a constant struggle each & every day between the old me & the new me. I love the new me & want to find her again. Right now I'm somewhere in-between! I know how much better I feel after I workout & I could get my workout in & done in an hour or less & then be lazy the rest of the day, but I still skip it. Sure, I could still workout today, but I'm not.
Time for some major introspection & digging deep to find out the root to my hesitation. I have to find the push & dedication to get on track & STAY there!!!! I know I can do it!! I know if I had somebody to workout with or to push me in person that would help. But at the end of the day it comes down to me & what I want. Only I can make myself reach my goals. Guess I gotta figure out why I'm always getting in my own way!!!!
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